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FEU student. Accounting major. Half-Filipino Half-Amazing. Music lover. Drama queen. Frustrated singer. Basketball enthusiast. Pictureholic. Web addict. Filipino and korean drama fanatic. Blogger. Child of God. Youngest daughter. Loyal friend. Future girlfriend.

She's Pauline to everybody. Been living for 17 years now and continue to grow old every 28th day of October. She's strong. She believes that crying is a weakness. She's numb. She's mean. She's a bitch. She hurt other people by her cruel words. She came up with a lot of excuses. She gave unsolicited advice. She's a snob. She will tell you that she don't like you. She's fat. She can't appreciate good things. She finds it hard to forgive and forget. She ignore the people who cares about her the most. She left people and walk away. And yes,you can say a lot of negative things about her.

But you will never know that those things are just her DEFENSE MECHANISM to survive in this kind of world. Try to know her and you will see a different person compared to what she is portraying. She is Afraid of not being good enough. Sick of being an option,being the second best. All she want is a happy family. She values and love her friends so much. She loves God more than anything. Family is her priority. She chose not to show her true feelings because she's been hurt before. She fell in love and got her heart bleeding. She's trying to pick up the pieces of her shattered dream. She almost trusts no one. She's full of insecurities. She cries herself to sleep. She longs for happiness. She's not that strong. She ignore the pain until it hurts no more. Just try to know her and you will see that behind those smiles,jokes and laughters is a broken girl haunted with painful and bitter memories.

But guess what? She's just waiting. Waiting for one person to break the walls she built in her self and make her genuinely happy. She hopes so.

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About FEU student. Accounting major. Half-Filipino Half-Amazing. Music lover. Drama queen. Frustrated singer. Basketball enthusiast. Pictureholic. Web addict. Filipino and korean drama fanatic. Blogger. Child of God. Youngest daughter. Loyal friend. Future girlfriend. She's Pauline to everybody. Been living for 17 years now and continue to grow old every 28th day of October. She's strong. She believes that crying is a weakness. She's numb. She's mean. She's a bitch. She hurt other people by her cruel words. She came up with a lot of excuses. She gave unsolicited advice. She's a snob. She will tell you that she don't like you. She's fat. She can't appreciate good things. She finds it hard to forgive and forget. She ignore the people who cares about her the most. She left people and walk away. And yes,you can say a lot of negative things about her. But you will never know that those things are just her DEFENSE MECHANISM to survive in this kind of world. Try to know her and you will see a different person compared to what she is portraying. She is Afraid of not being good enough. Sick of being an option,being the second best. All she want is a happy family. She values and love her friends so much. She loves God more than anything. Family is her priority. She chose not to show her true feelings because she's been hurt before. She fell in love and got her heart bleeding. She's trying to pick up the pieces of her shattered dream. She almost trusts no one. She's full of insecurities. She cries herself to sleep. She longs for happiness. She's not that strong. She ignore the pain until it hurts no more. Just try to know her and you will see that behind those smiles,jokes and laughters is a broken girl haunted with painful and bitter memories. But guess what? She's just waiting. Waiting for one person to break the walls she built in her self and make her genuinely happy. She hopes so. Navigation Home Ask Me Archive Random Tumblr Themes Visitors Following	Text Post Wed, Jan. 25, 2012 “TETRIS ka ba ? Hindi kasi ako interesado sayo eh.” #banat#gif not mine credit to the owner#tetris »SHARE THIS POST« COMMENTS 1/1

“TETRIS ka ba ? Hindi kasi ako interesado sayo eh.”